Oh my God!, my love,
I am so wasted!
HAHA LOL WTF!
in the morning ill be faded,
but i cannot blame this on God.
because no matter how fun i am
I am such a tourtured soul inside,
my heart is burned and broke
that because I’m funny is the only way i get by.
the funny one needs no love
because the funny one only needs humor and fun
but It is always the funny ones
who hurt the hardest over their loves.
I have to cover up my pain with laughter
because i think that my pain will leave me faster.
so i tell you now my love
I may make you laugh or make fun.
your the only one that makes me hurt and run.
because your the only reason I’m the funny one.

”

—

HELLA DRUNK, the only way i could write this now, i really mean this with all my heart,

Im supposedly the funny person of my group. here is something you should know about funny people.

Dear bitch,
you called me your best friend, and when you asked me if i had feelings for HIM i said no. because i thought thats what a friend did. sacrificed fro the other friend. You walked all over me and never said thank you. you didn’t care about me at all.
Then i really did start to have feelings for him. I started to think that he had feelings for me too. but then he and i had a fight. Your smug little ass went straight to him because he had no one. you and him are pathetic. your both weak.
but now i have stooped to your level and cry myself to sleep knowing he is with you, the girl that i can’t bear to lay my eyes on. you have no idea how hard it is to just go up to him and tell him how much i love him.
thanks a lot
Brooke

”

— straight from my broken heart (via mentalsystemoverload)

some deep shit right here

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